Oh no… Another Facebook game to become obsessed with. Yesterday I couldn’t find anything to do with my boredom so I did the unthinkable and started another addictive Zynga game: PetVille. I had no intention of doing anything but seeing what it was, but now I have myself sucked into it. I have still yet to find the point in the game. Maybe there just isn’t one. Is there really a point to any of these Facebook games? All you do in FarmVille is manage a virtual farm. In Cafe World you tend to your imaginary cafe that doesn’t actually produce any sort of real currency. For the past 24 hours I have been trying to do everything I can to earn money and buy these nice speakers for my TV so that Jongo (my pet) can crank up the volume and have wild dance parties. Pathetic I know. Oh look! I have to refill his food bowl now!
Would you look at the time. Its 2:09! Hey that rhymed! Well yeah I’m sitting here on a Monday morning at 2:09 working on this ever so lovely US History magazine project. I started it yesterday around 1 and have been working on it ever since. Oh and guess what? I’m only half way done! Seems to me like I won’t be getting any sleep tonight. I suppose I can just make up for it at school and miss anything that my teachers decide to teach. Not like its important anyways. Well I suppose I need to stop procrastinating and get back to my work now.
I promise things will get better. You’ve had a really rough couple of months that’s all. I know it’s hard to deal with the bad things life throws at you especially when they’re thrown at you so quickly, but even when it seems like nothing good will happen in your life again, don’t give up hope. It’s not just you. Bad things happen to everyone an we all have to deal with them. It’s not me or anything we do that can distract you from what’s happening in your life and make you feel better. Only you can believe that even though the things happening now are bringing you down, tomorrow will be a better day. You need to wake up every morning with a positive attitude. Believe in yourself and focus on the things that make you happy throughout the day and not the things that bring you down. Don’t give up on yourself. You have a great life ahead of you and you need to realize that. I want nothing more than for you to be happy, and one day, maybe even tomorrow, you will be. I promise.
Well that’s something you don’t hear every day. For the past week there has been a lot of talk around school about a possible snow day on Friday. Finally today, well I suppose yesterday now, the snow actually started coming down. The chances of the snow actually sticking were looking slim, but somehow it ended up sticking as night came. There’s just enough snow on the roads now for Fulton County to declare that it is “unsafe for travel.” What does that mean? Snow day! So what are my plans for the snow day? I would really love to go see Lindsay, but I’m not sure how I could get there. The roads are pretty frozen over. Hopefully something works out though. I’ll probably post pictures of the snow when I can take some when it’s light out. Oh yeah, ROLL TIDE!!
Oh how much I hate you BlackBerry. 5 battery pulls in just 30 minutes? I’m surprised I was even able to do that many considering it takes 10 minutes just to turn the phone on! When I buy a really nice expensive phone I expect some quality stuff, but what I get with BlackBerry is far from quality! I have never seen another phone just decide when it wants to let you answer calls or receive messages. Shouldn’t I be able to answer my phone when someone calls? It’s as if the phone is holding a gun to my head telling me that if I answer it will pull the trigger. It’s ridiculous. I kinda want just a normal phone. Or an iPhone. That’d be nice…
I feel as if this has happened before. You gave me hope. Hope that I had finally found the right one. Hope that I wouldn’t have to stress over these things anymore. I suppose I was wrong. You leave me here with nothing but the smell of you on my clothes. The thoughts of how things could’ve been. The worry of if it was something I did to you. You say that its you and not me. That you just don’t think that you could bear hurting anyone else. You say you like me yet you won’t give me a chance. You won’t give me a chance to prove that you don’t have to be that way. I can say that I’m done with caring but I won’t be able to stop. This same thing is going to keep happening to me just as it has for the past 2 years. I just want things to be how they were when we were together.
Today before I got out of the car to head toward the gates of hell (school), I saw this girl standing by one of the buildings calling someone. I had no idea who she was but she was the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. I wanted to go up and say something to her but she heading into the building before I got out of the car. I got out and decided to see if I could catch up with her. I walked into the school maybe 10 seconds after her and she was nowhere in sight. I realized that I may not ever see this girl again in a school of 2500 people. I’m kinda depressed now.
It’s Halloween again, but I’m not as excited about it this year. Maybe it’s cause I stabbed my foot putting up decorations. Or maybe it’s cause I’m not trick or treating this year. Idk. The house looks cool though. Cost me a hole in my foot but it was worth it. Wow I haven’t blogged in forever. Could be a problem. Maybe not so much? Beats me. Maybe I should start blogging more again. Maybe I shouldn’t. Maybe this movie I’m watching is sketchy. It’s called Carrie. Probably one of the most sketchy movies I have ever seen. I’m off to enjoy the rest of my Halloween. Inside. Watching a movie.
