I promise things will get better. You’ve had a really rough couple of months that’s all. I know it’s hard to deal with the bad things life throws at you especially when they’re thrown at you so quickly, but even when it seems like nothing good will happen in your life again, don’t give up hope. It’s not just you. Bad things happen to everyone an we all have to deal with them. It’s not me or anything we do that can distract you from what’s happening in your life and make you feel better. Only you can believe that even though the things happening now are bringing you down, tomorrow will be a better day. You need to wake up every morning with a positive attitude. Believe in yourself and focus on the things that make you happy throughout the day and not the things that bring you down. Don’t give up on yourself. You have a great life ahead of you and you need to realize that. I want nothing more than for you to be happy, and one day, maybe even tomorrow, you will be. I promise.
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I Promise
Tuesday, February 16th, 2010Snow in Alpharetta
Thursday, January 7th, 2010Well that’s something you don’t hear every day. For the past week there has been a lot of talk around school about a possible snow day on Friday. Finally today, well I suppose yesterday now, the snow actually started coming down. The chances of the snow actually sticking were looking slim, but somehow it ended up sticking as night came. There’s just enough snow on the roads now for Fulton County to declare that it is “unsafe for travel.” What does that mean? Snow day! So what are my plans for the snow day? I would really love to go see Lindsay, but I’m not sure how I could get there. The roads are pretty frozen over. Hopefully something works out though. I’ll probably post pictures of the snow when I can take some when it’s light out. Oh yeah, ROLL TIDE!!
She Said Yes
Sunday, November 15th, 2009Yeah that pretty much sums it up. Life=better.
And It Happens Again
Saturday, November 7th, 2009I feel as if this has happened before. You gave me hope. Hope that I had finally found the right one. Hope that I wouldn’t have to stress over these things anymore. I suppose I was wrong. You leave me here with nothing but the smell of you on my clothes. The thoughts of how things could’ve been. The worry of if it was something I did to you. You say that its you and not me. That you just don’t think that you could bear hurting anyone else. You say you like me yet you won’t give me a chance. You won’t give me a chance to prove that you don’t have to be that way. I can say that I’m done with caring but I won’t be able to stop. This same thing is going to keep happening to me just as it has for the past 2 years. I just want things to be how they were when we were together.
Missed Opporunity
Wednesday, November 4th, 2009Today before I got out of the car to head toward the gates of hell (school), I saw this girl standing by one of the buildings calling someone. I had no idea who she was but she was the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. I wanted to go up and say something to her but she heading into the building before I got out of the car. I got out and decided to see if I could catch up with her. I walked into the school maybe 10 seconds after her and she was nowhere in sight. I realized that I may not ever see this girl again in a school of 2500 people. I’m kinda depressed now.
Audra
Tuesday, October 13th, 2009
The girl that stared at me. The cute girl on the bus. The girl that was taller than me. The girl that got in trouble. The girl i sat with in the front of the bus. The girl that liked my emo music. That annoying girl. The girl that liked me. The girl that fake cried. The girl that was good at making me feel bad. The girl that wrote that she thought I was a sexy beast in my yearbook. The girl that told me to never forget her. The girl I would never forget…
The 8th grader. The girl I talked to online. The girl that still liked me. The girl that introduced me to Gaby and Lindsay. The girl that didn’t want me to go out with Lindsay. The girl that changed my mind. The girl I thought I could never like. The girl that proved me wrong. The girl that I couldn’t wait to see after the summer. The girl I got too comfortable with. The mistake that I would always regret…
The girl whose parents found out. The girl whose parents misjudged. The girl at lunch. The girl that couldn’t be anything more. The girl that decided it wouldn’t work. The girl that moved on. The girl that thought I was immature. The girl I tried to move on from. The girl that kept getting in the way. The girl I could never stay mad at. The girl with the poor choice in guys. The girl I told everything to. The girl that I thought I loved. The girl with the yearbook. The girl that said no…
The girl that changed her mind. The girl that I talked to every day. The girl I couldn’t stop thinking about. The girl that said she loved me. The girl that I said I loved. The girl whose parents still thought of me as someone I wasn’t. The girl I wanted to make things work with. The girl that called me Wall-e. The girl I called Eve. The girl that went to band camp. The girl that begged me to forgive her. The girl that I forgave. The girl I waited for. The girl that lost interest. The girl that became my best friend…
The girl that changed my life.
Obama Wins the Nobel Prize?
Friday, October 9th, 2009But, but, but…. What did he do? Nothing. That’s exactly what he did. President Obama won the Nobel Peace Prize for having good intentions on creating peace with other countries. Really? That doesn’t seem right. I mean even I have good intentions on making peace. Almost everyone has good intentions for something. Should we all get the peace prize too? The Nobel Peace Prize needs to be given to someone that has actually done something to benefit the world in my opinion. Who knows. Maybe Obama winning it is a good thing. It could make other countries that hate America see us as a more trustworthy/peaceful country. Comment and let me know what you’re thinking about this.
Half Day
Wednesday, September 16th, 2009So today was a half day. The most pointless yet fun day of school each month. So after school we had a Big Brothers/Big Sisters CORE team meeting. Basically it was about how we need to change the club name. Some ideas were Raider Buddies, Big Buddies, and Raider Mentors. Comment on which one you like so I can see which ones best. After that Stephan and I were mad craving Taco Bell so we convinced my mom to drive us there. I got a bean burrito and 3 pintos & cheese. Was pretty good. Stephan got his laptop from his house and we decided to have a Counter Strike day. That was all cool until about 1 game in, Sydni told me that her and Abi could go to the mall. I was like hell yes and called my mom to see if she could be chauffeur. She quickly denied and I was like… crap. So I made Stephan call his mom and she also quickly denied the request. After 30 minutes of begging, Mom caved.
So we got to the mall and waited in the Apple store. I checked out the new nanos and I have to admit that they are pretty nice. They felt a bit greasy though. Might have just been because a ton of people touch them. Then I played a nice game of air hockey on an iPod touch with Stephan until Abi and Sydni got there. Meeting Abi was cool. We all walked around the mall a couple times trying to find something to do. Stephan liked sitting way in the back of department stores on the floor. It was pretty fun so I don’t blame him. We found some benches and when I sat down Stephan shoved me off. Was total denial and I was quite unhappy. Abi laughed. We did some more walking and then Stephan and Sydni wanted their alone time so I set off on a search for Dr. Pepper with Abi. I had fun and we ended back up in the Apple store. We stayed there until they left.
So they left at like 6 and my dad wasn’t coming for at least another hour. Stephan and I chilled in the Apple store for a while. I checked the Bookface and did a little farmville til we got bored. We went to GameStop and talked about the PS3. We had only passed 20 minutes. We went to the Clear booth after that and talked to the sales guy named James Slaughter. Creepy last name huh? He was a cool dude. We’re pretty convinced that we want to get Clear now. Seems like a pretty convenient thing to have. Dad finally showed up after 45 minutes of watching Shaq vs. some guy on Hulu. Now I’m home, blogging. Was a pretty good day.
Looking Up
Tuesday, September 8th, 2009So maybe things aren’t so bad. I explained things to my friend and shes not mad. I also have something planned for friday with someone :]. Hopefully that goes well.
Really? Again?
Sunday, September 6th, 2009Why is it that the same thing happens every time I start to like a girl? Why is it that someone has to go and screw everything up for me? I can’t even remember the last time I actually had the chance to get to know a girl more before something got in the way. I can’t stand it.






